Rocks

when someone tells me to go fuck myself

there are so many directions I could go with that

do i do like the sufi and go into myself and revel in the sensation

of feet dancing  voice ululating

oh yes

dazzled by the light and sound into ecstasy and transport

one way to go and not a bad one

or do i retreat into sparse existence paring down what i take in

eliminating what is put out

releasing the self completely and sailing into nothingness and oneness

to be self fucked they wish me but they offer no map or sense of direction to go

i am inclined to do both by turns too much fun perhaps

but without better direction

there i go hither